Snowing WHITE. - A tribute.
The gent's toilet, the rapid breath the heartbeat which was a millisecond faster , and the jokes to hide the embarrassment, revealing itself after a certain number of months, I wouldn't say year, for me it just feels like yesterday. A call I didn't expect, a bitter sweet memory can't be erased, like the coffee stain on my plain white dress. 'Fairy tale the happily ever after' was always playing on the white board in the lecture class, I saw the both of us, you and I. Chocolate ice-cream in the canteen, the curve on my face, walking pass a thousand pairs of eyes, that was how much attention we can draw. Days of training, holding the wrong partner I was thinking of you, dancing the steps one day I would dance with you, shining the way you will shine on stage, like how you will be the king and me the queen. I smell you just everywhere.
You left though, I saw you in the spotlight, so bright that you just missed me out in the dark.
You left though, you should have seen me in the spotlight, I would never want to miss you out.
Moments became memory, and here in Milan, I remember.
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那些零零碎碎的记忆,那些爱得很天真很单纯的日子,在那永远都是夏天的学校,那个从笼子里边逃出来的我,那个心花怒放的自己。
也许是情人节的来临,这些画面才会浮现。现在懂了,既然是天真与单纯,与其说它是‘爱’,倒不如把它称‘暧昧’。我说暧昧让人难以捉摸,可以热得沸腾,也能突然间把心给冻死,感觉就像解不开的结,使劲把它拉这拉那,更是纠缠不清。爱,却让我简单得让自己惊讶。
感谢那些暧昧的回忆,更珍惜现在所拥有的爱。没了这些,生命不可能完整。
-捷,你是我的主题曲,其余的是插曲。-
